AND WITH ALL THIS SHIT
WHEN I ASKED WHY I WASN’T DEAD
I FORGOT TO MAKE A NOTICE
WE WERE A VERY UNIQUE DAY
(WELL OF COURSE AMERICANS DIDN’T NOTICE CUZ THEY ARE WEIRD AND PUT THE MONTH BEFORE THE DAY WHICH IS SO WEIRD AND ILLOGICAL)
BUT IT WAS THE 11.12.13
11 DECEMBER 2013
ONLY TIME I LIVED THAT
AND I SPENT IT BEING UPSET AND WANTING TO BE DEAD
I’M A BIT BETTER FORTUNATELY
inexplicablytolerable said:are you alright? and yeah that’s reasonable idk why people would think smells go away that fast >.<
thank you so ,much
the person responsible for the trans group is not the person responsible for the place in general, she doesn’t have the power on this
but i feel she doesn’t really understant how much I can’t go and…..
I hate that the only trans group of Geneva is innaccessible to me.
but your answer and how quick you answered it actually makes me feel better and means a lot to me
IF I TOLD YOU A PLACE IS INNACCESSIBLE TO ME BECAUSE I CAN’T STAND CIGARETTE SMELL
EVEN IF NOBODY SMOKE IN THAT PIECE RIGHT NOW
EVEN IF NOBODY SMOKED IN IT RECENTLY,
JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE SMOKED IN IT SOMETIMES
THAT I CAN’T
YOU’D BELIEVE ME ??????
EVEN IF I DID GO TO THE PLACE A WHILE ANYWAY
CUZ IT’S THE ONLY TRANS GROUP ON THE CITY AND YOU’RE NONBINARY
THE ONLY INNACCESSIBLE TRANS GROUP
YOU’D BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IT’S INNACCESSIBLE TO ME
THAN I’D RATHER EXPLODE MY HEAD ON WALLS THAN GO TO INNACCESSIBLE STUFF
THAT THIS IS THE REASON I PREFER TO STAY HOURS IN FRONT OF THE DOOR THAN ENTER.
THAT THIS IS REAL
(AND THIS PLACE IS ALSO THE FRICKIN PLACE WHERE THE LGBT/DISABILITY GROUP IS
YOU’D BELIEVE ME ?
YOU WOULDN’T TELL ME I NEED TO TAKE ON MYSELF, THAT SINCE THE GROUP IS MAKING AN EFFORT OF NOT SMOKING (THE CIGARETTE SMELL REMAINS FROM EARLIER)
YOU WOULD BELIEVE ME AND TAKE ME SERIOUSLY WHEN I SAY I CAN’T EVER GO
THAT THIS INNACCESSIBLE ENVIRONMENT TO ME.
THAT IT MAKES ME WANT TO DIE, TO HURT MY HEAD ON THE WALLS TO CUT MYSELF AND WRITE INNACCESSIBLE IN BLOOD, THAT I FANTASIZE SINCE MONTHS ABOUT THAT KIND OF THINGS?
YOU’D BELIEVE ME ??????
YOU’D TAKE ME SERIOUSLY ???????
thecutestscribeoferebor said:/hug because even if life is tough there are good surprises waiting and people who care for you
clatterbane said:Sorry things are like that for you right now. :( *hugs offered*
an ideal date would be eating takeout dinner in our pjs while watching Netflix and you play with my hair